Thank you for the birthday messages! Each one made me smile even wider until it split off of my face oh my god there's blood everywhere help

seriously though, thank you <3 you're all precious and wonderful, i hope you had a wonderful blueday birthday!!!

maybe i will update my da for my birthday...huehue

updated tumblr link to direct to my art-only tumblr!

lame

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eeeeeeeeeeeee

also hi!!! I haven't been arting, I know. It's awful!!! But I've been getting a lot happier/better or trying to. It's a slow uphill process but it's working!

Also yes it is my birthday, and I want to thank all of you for sticking around for another year ~u~

how the fuck do I get back into doing art

shit ass balls

ass

ass ass ass ass

Thank you everyone for your support. I'm climbing out of my DEEP WELL OF EMOTIONS and I'm going to be ok. Honest.

In other news, stop telling me it's the year of the dragon. It isn't yet! Chinese New Year goddamit, it's on the 23rd, THEN we can unravel all the banners. Everyone is jumping the gun and it makes me sad!!!

It makes me sadder because I'm a dragon and thus this is important.

I'm excited too guys, but come on. 23rd. We can do this.

A very close friend of mine passed away on Christmas Eve.

I just found out today.

You would have thought that I would know sooner, but I was never in close contact with her family. They had no way to contact me until tonight. I don't know what to say, or what to do.

She was so wonderful. She was dorky and fun, imperfect and grand. I loved her so much. I miss her so much.

My world lacks something now without her.

God, I miss her so much.

hap holidway

golhdusay

holidays!!!

hgfhhhghhh

hhh

drawing

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hellllllllloooooooooo new watchersssss

I tried drinking V8 GUESS WHAT I don't like it aughghghghgh I really wanted to like it but I can't sob

Then like a brilliant mastermind I tried to eat a garlic clove

I'M TERRIBLE WHY DOES ANYONE ALLOW ME IN THE KITCHEN

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

as usual I've been busy and stuff so for this holiday instead of my usual yearly Jean I'll be uploading my backlogged sketches in large, unwieldy chunks no one will want to deal with

(In compensation I will try for a thanksgiving and christmas jean, maybe)

EDIT - I'm using my scraps folder again. [link]

asasd fddg asd as d

i am a creativity machine

*Have a beehive
*Have backyard chickens
*HERB GARDEN!!!!
*maybe vegetables but I mostly want flowers and herbs
*SO MANY HERBS
*tea herbs
*my own tea
*imagine......................

I'm still working the kinks out of my life but it's mostly going alot smoother since the stupid stuff is mostly over??? I need to finish my 2 backlogged commissions, those lovely people paid for my last dentistry trip and I might need to open commissions again to pay for the final third of the operation. I still have a non-permanent cap on one of my teeth, herpderpderp

Working on beating No More Heroes 2 since I've basically torn Shadows of the Damned a new one~

I'm hoping this stress wave finishes soon so I can start being super creative and posting tons of (bad) art!!!

is the best game ever

go play it rent it buy it whatever just do it

you will not regret it

RECOMMENDED READING

*Oh man, thank you so much every person ever! Sorry if I'm slow to responding to your comments, I usually don't know what to say and my dumb face is all like THANKS all of the time for all of it. Seriously, I all of you.

*I will also be slowly uploading my backlog of work in an effort to catch up, possibly in the order I did them in to make the gallery look more natural buttttttttttttttttttttttttt who cares

*ALSO some people I have had art crushes/been inspired by have +fav'd some of my work IS THIS REAL LIFE???????? I'm having the best day ever, baking bread/cakes and seeing that was like AMAZING

BUT BLUE WHAT ARE YOU BAKING?
*[link] Syrian Bread
Some pita-like-bread stuff I like to use for soups and junk, it's pretty awesome

*[link] Long Loaves
BREAD
tasty ass bread

*[link] Braided Egg Bread
This goddamn bread raises like a million times its own size. I had to loop it around to fit it in my shitty oven.
IT'S BRAIDABLE AND SO PRETTY

SUGGESTED READING
*[link] The Art of Manliness
I just love this site so I don't even care

time to update this place again, as painful as updating dA can be

2,422 notes

heaven or hell

let's rock

-updateo- down to below a thousand notes, time to upload some art

happy birthday me

:3

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sick etc

doing art but not much of it seems worth uploading but ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

time to catch up on my backlog of missed arts and comments and such~

omg don't be so sad guys I'm going to keep updating my dA, I just wanted to keep you posted on wherethefuck I am sometimes when I go absent :< STOP BEING SO SAD

submitting this journal was so much easier than commenting to each of you I am sorry

also I think I need a more professional dA account name

sillybillies, all of you are silly. billies.

OOPS I WANDERED AWAY FROM DEVIANTART DUE TO BUSY LIFE journal

I'm sure you guys love these

yes arts etc etc I've been in and out of the sickbed lately with my ears and my now flu so I'm super sorry :C please forgive meeeeee

In other news who's ready for spring

I so am

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